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  “Hello, Innocence,” Chastity greeted her, “Are you looking for something?”

  Her sister explained what she was after.

  Blanche smiled indulgently at Innocence as she spoke, clearly amused by her shyness. “Why don’t you take your clothes off like your sister?” wondered Blanche. “I’m sure you’d like to.”

  Innocence choked as she reviewed the implications of this suggestion. “I can’t do that!” she protested.

  “But it’s perfectly natural,” Blanche continued. “See - your sister’s got used to it. You feel so much better without clothes you know! Much more free!”

  “I can’t! I can’t!” Protested Innocence with fear, aware that she was stating her position too emphatically.

  “Why ever not?” Blanche smiled. “Come on! Take them off! You’re with friends you know.”

  “The reason why not,” explained Chastity kindly, “is that Innocence is frightened that you might be shocked by what you see.”

  “Shocked? I see people with no clothes all day and every day at home.”

  “Well, Innocence has a little secret, haven’t you?” Chastity continued. “But,” and she looked at Innocence reassuringly, “we’re all adults here. Show Blanche your secret, Innocence. Take your clothes off now. Or I’ll have to tell her, and she’d never believe me - not ever!”

  “What could possibly be the problem?” wondered Blanche who was nonetheless excited by Chastity’s teasing. “You haven’t got some horrible operation scars or a skin disease, have you?”

  Innocence was defeated by her sister’s persuasion and slowly removed her clothes, reserving her knickers to last. As they descended below her crotch and down her thighs, Innocence looked up at Blanche who stared in apparent disbelief at her penis as it popped out slightly aroused by the danger of the situation.

  “Is it real?” asked Blanche looking at it with wonder.

  “Touch it and see,” advised Chastity. She looked at Innocence. “That’s all right isn’t it?” Innocence nodded as Blanche put her hands halfway round her penis and squeezed it very gently. Innocence’s penis throbbingly responded to the pressure. Blanche then cupped Innocence’s testicles and held them up as she looked around the base of her penis.

  “Why it’s beautiful!” gasped Blanche appreciatively. That praise did it! Innocence’s penis instantly shuddered and swelled as it responded. Innocence looked up at Chastity who was sitting behind Blanche on the bed with her hands on Blanche’s shoulders. Chastity was just smiling reassuringly when Innocence became aware that the sensation of Blanche’s stroking and squeezing of her penis was replaced by a curious wet and warm feeling that Innocence had only experienced before inside Purity’s cunt.

  Innocence looked down to see Blanche’s head bobbing up and down on her lap: her penis inside her mouth. It was almost with alarm Innocence realised that although her penis was now as big as it could get, and bigger than it normally got even with Chastity, Blanche could get the whole of it into her mouth. Where did it all go? wondered Innocence. When she realised from the slight pressure at the edge of her penis that it was all the way down Blanche’s throat, the thought of it caused her to spasm and she was suddenly aware of having come inside Blanche’s mouth.

  Blanche pulled Innocence’s still throbbing penis out of her mouth, semen around her lips and dripping onto her chin. Blanche licked her lips and smiled as she took gobbets of semen onto the tip of her tongue and rolled it back into her mouth.

  “I should’ve pulled it out earlier,” apologised Innocence who was hopelessly embarrassed as she looked at the semen still dripping from the end of her penis and falling in little drops onto the bedsheet.

  “Don’t worry,” Blanche said after rubbing the back of her hand over her lips. “Your semen’s got the just the right taste. And besides it’s very nutritious - full of protein.”

  Blanche soon left Innocence’s home and life returned to normal. Chastity reluctantly returned to wearing clothes again, although she seemed less embarrassed about being seen with none on while in the bath or shower.

  Innocence still felt dissatisfied. She returned to regular masturbation which she had allowed to lapse while she had the distraction of both Blanche and Chastity around. She would stand in front of the mirror in her room, no longer caring if Chastity were to catch her, and stroke her penis into life.

  Sometimes she indulged in target practice. How high on the mirror could she get her semen to go? But this activity soon lost any meaning, as did her attempts to stimulate herself by comparing the relative length of her penis or seeing how far she could get her middle finger up her anus. The thoughts that stimulated her most were those of her love affair with Purity and Blanche’s sex games. Thoughts of Chastity filled her with guilt. It was one thing to make love to someone like Purity or even Blanche - but your own sister! In fact, although when she was with Chastity the thought seemed less oppressive, when masturbating she only had to think of sex with Chastity and the whole exercise tasted vaguely uncomfortable.

  Sometimes thoughts of Chastity and her relationship stimulated her to a bigger and better orgasm as she concentrated on the very perversity of it. Sometimes, it had the reverse effect and deflated her penis like a punctured balloon. When Chastity saw Innocence masturbating - which was usually in bed as Innocence preferred to avoid the risk of being caught doing so in front of a mirror - she could only speculate on the fantasies which generated her private excitement. Innocence would never be able to divulge her fantasies particularly where Chastity was such a large part of them.

  Innocence liked to watch Chastity when she masturbated, which was much less often. There seemed to be almost an innocence in an activity where everything happened inside and only the sighs and groans and the dampness of her crotch gave any evidence as to what was happening. When Innocence masturbated, it was obvious to everyone what was happening and made it much more difficult to do in company.

  Chastity was genuinely worried about Innocence. She loved her both as a sister loves a sister and as a lover loves her lover. It was difficult for her to see that there was anything wrong in their relationship: particularly as it gave her so much pleasure. As far as she was concerned, the perverseness of incest was just an extra flavour to their lovemaking, like the fact that Innocence had such an odd appendage for such an attractive girl.

  It took time and a lot of hard work, but gradually Chastity patiently widened the range of sexual activities the two of them could do together. It was a momentous day for Chastity when she had at last persuaded Innocence to put her penis up her vagina. To Chastity it was almost like losing her virginity again as Innocence pummelled away inside her cunt but all Chastity could see was a beautiful woman on top of her. She came and she came and she came. Only later did it worry her that the neighbours might have heard her cries and may have reasoned that only she and her sister were at home. But what the fuck! she thought. There can only be so many perfect moments in your life.

  After the missionary position, Chastity persuaded Innocence to greater adventurousness. Entering from behind was an interesting experience, although Innocence was initially reluctant to adopt Chastity’s suggestion that she should penetrate Chastity’s arse. In a way it was also disappointing, because besides the occasional brushing of Chastity’s breasts on her naked back it was no different to having a man do the same thing. But Innocence had clearly enjoyed it as Chastity was sure when she sucked off the last droplets of semen from Innocence’s prick.

  Despite Chastity’s boldness regarding sex, she was less inclined to suck Innocence’s prick after the first time she had persuaded Innocence to thrust her penis up her arse. It was then that Chastity was sure that her sister’s penis was definitely amongst the largest she had ever known. Any deeper inside, Chastity felt, and it would be in her stomach. However, when Innocence withdrew her prick Chastity saw the telltale brown stains of excrement, and she was sure she’d thoroughly cleaned her arse before they’d started.

  Still, Innoce
nce was still a virgin, Chastity reasoned. Virginity, for a girl, is when you’ve never been penetrated. Never lost your maidenhead. Whatever else Innocence was, Chastity could only think of her as a girl. However, when she mentioned to Innocence the idea of her wearing a dildo to penetrate her rather than the other way round, Innocence was initially horrified.

  “But it’s for you, my sweetness,” Chastity argued. “What pleasure can I get from it? A dildo won’t give me the sensations that your prick gets when it’s inside me. It’s just that you can’t stay a virgin forever.”

  Innocence was unconvinced, and so Chastity felt it unwise to press the topic further. But to persuade her, Chastity made a point of insisting on anal intercourse every time and stressed how much pleasure it gave her. ”Don’t you think,” she would say, “that it would complete your education?”

  Eventually, as in all other matters, Innocence accepted the proposition, so Chastity bought a dildo from a shop. She was tempted to get a large one, but she reasoned that it would be best to find one designed for backsides. The shopkeeper was very helpful. She had some demonstration dildos, and she and Chastity went into the demonstration room to see what they were like.

  While they were in there, another customer was trying out different underwear which revealed her nipples and crotch, but Chastity and the shopkeeper studiously ignored her as she put on and took off again different combinations of underwear. Chastity reasoned that Innocence, being her sister, would have much the same arse-size as herself, so with the shopkeeper’s assistance she tried different dildos up her backside. The shopkeeper, a fairly efficient middle-aged woman, slightly greased Chastity’s buttocks and anus with some sterile cream and then eased the dildo in, while Chastity gasped with each extra inch pushing inside her. Eventually, and after trying the same one several times, she found the right dildo and took it away with her.

  It was a strange sensation for Chastity to do the thrusting. Previously, she’d only done it with Blanche and she’d given most of the instructions as to what to do. It made sense, the first time, for Innocence to be in the most comfortable position, which was face-down on the bed with her bottom raised in the air. Chastity strapped the dildo around her waist and the two girls indulged in more normal foreplay. Chastity paid particular attention to lubricating her cunt by having Innocence’s penis stroking its outside. Then using a mixture of her own wetness and the cream supplied by the shop she moistened the entrance to Innocence’s arse. The two sisters had recently spent a lot of time stimulating their arses, so Innocence was quite used to feeling Chastity’s middle finger all the way up her. Then she felt a very different sensation as Chastity pushed the dildo into the lubricated entrance, gripping Innocence’s penis, while rubbing and massaging it.

  Innocence’s virginity soon went, perhaps sooner than she’d anticipated as she came with an almighty shudder and splattered semen all over Chastity’s sheets. Afterwards, she felt very sore behind and it was several days until she could walk without feeling a soreness somewhere deep up her bottom. However, the two sisters practised whenever they could and soon it seemed quite natural to Innocence to have a dildo thrusting away inside her and her penis being handled to climax at the same time.

  Chastity preferred to enter Innocence from the front so that she could better appreciate Innocence’s female body. From behind, it was almost like fucking a man rather than a woman even though Chastity’s back was a woman’s back. She persuaded Innocence to hook her legs through her arms so she could penetrate Chastity from in front and have Innocence’s penis rub against her tummy and eventually come all over her. In fact with a bit of ingenuity, the two girls managed to arrange their activities so that both were being penetrated and penetrating simultaneously but it was awkward to maintain this pose for very long, even when lying down sideways on the bed.

  Despite the success of their lovemaking Chastity could see that Innocence was dissatisfied and even a little unhappy. So one day, when the two girls had just made love, Chastity tried to find out what was troubling Innocence.

  “I just feel such a freak!” Innocence complained.

  Chastity smiled reassuringly and stroked Innocence’s limp penis with the back of her hand. There was nothing that could be done about that, Chastity reasoned to herself, and, anyway she wouldn’t want her sister to be any different.

  “And I feel guilty about incest,” Innocence confessed.

  This was more alarming to Chastity, because it went to the very heart of their relationship. She loved the danger and perverseness of it, and she had assumed the same was true for Innocence. In fact, until then it had never occurred to Chastity that Innocence would ever feel differently.

  “There’s a friend of Blanche’s,” Chastity told Innocence, “called Alice who makes love to her sister, Dinah, just as we do. Perhaps you would feel happier if you met other people like us. Then you wouldn’t feel such a freak. I can contact Blanche and perhaps arrange to stay with Alice.”

  Innocence thought about it. If other people made love to their sisters, perhaps it wasn’t so bad if she did. Perhaps all she needed was to get to know other people who did such things. “Yes, I’d like to visit Alice,” she said positively.

  III

  In Which Alice is introduced to Innocence and Chastity, and discovers that of the two she prefers Innocence; her friends practise the thespian arts and learn the theatrical skills of Innocence; and, to her disappointment, she discovers her lover prefers the charms of Chastity.

  Alice wasn’t so sure she liked the idea of being identified for her incestuous relationship with her sister, so when Dinah told her that this was the main reason why Blanche’s friend Chastity and her sister Innocence were visiting, she wasn’t at all enthusiastic. No more than Innocence did she like to feel part of a freak show.

  “If they expect the two of us to make love together in front of them, they’re going to be very disappointed,” Alice announced.

  Dinah was always inviting guests to stay at the apartment the two sisters shared, and, to be honest, Alice was never very enthusiastic about the sex games Dinah tried getting her to participate in. She couldn’t really appreciate Dinah’s argument that because they were no longer living with their parents, they should do exactly what they wanted.

  However, Alice didn’t feel so troubled when she was introduced to Chastity and Innocence. Chastity, Alice felt, was a girl much like her sister, if anything just a little more self-confident and exuded more of an air of promiscuity. Innocence was very different. She was a girl much the same age as Alice herself, and very pretty as well. She was dressed in such a sweet blue dress down to her knees with a pretty blue bow around the waist and dainty little shoes and white socks. Her face shone with an air of trust and hope, and her long hair swept down to her waist. Alice wore what she always wore at home, which was nothing, so Innocence could see Alice’s newly formed fifteen-year old body - her small breasts totally hidden by the long bush of hair that flowed down her front.

  Alice wasn’t at all surprised when Chastity took her cue from Alice and Dinah’s nudity, and within minutes of being introduced had taken off all her clothes. Innocence, however, did nothing of the sort, and indeed seemed somewhat discomfited by being with three naked women. Alice had not always been a naturist - and indeed she couldn’t really say she was one now. It just seemed natural never to bother, with Dinah not wearing clothes anymore, and most of Dinah’s friends doing the same. If nothing else, it meant less trouble in the morning when preparing for the day.

  The four girls chatted in the living room, and Alice was relieved that the subject of incest didn’t come up. Although she enjoyed making love to Dinah, it wasn’t something she wanted to make an issue of, and in fact was a little embarrassed about. She actually felt a little disgusted at the idea of Chastity, who was eighteen - just two years younger than Dinah - making love to such a sweet girl as Innocence. Clearly, Innocence wasn’t as comfortable talking about sex and lovers as Dinah and Chastity were. Alice chatted t
o Innocence mostly about her school-life and what her hometown was like. They also chatted about Blanche and the district of Brook that Innocence had never visited. As Alice explained, she felt that Brook, although a delightful place in many ways, was not really where she felt most at home.

  It came as little surprise to Alice to see Dinah and Chastity become increasingly affectionate with each other, leading to them kissing each other. When Dinah announced that she and Chastity would be going to the guest bedroom together, Alice declined the offer of joining them. Innocence wasn’t asked, and Alice was sure she would also have refused anyway.

  When evening came, Dinah announced that she would be sleeping with Chastity, so Innocence could share the bed with Alice. The two girls’ apartment consisted of only two bedrooms and a living room, so Innocence had only the choice of the sofa or the bed with Alice. Alice accepted the offer, as she was sure that sleeping with Innocence wasn’t going to be one of those situations where she’d feel obliged to make love. Despite this, Alice was attracted to Innocence: there weren’t very many women as pretty as she.

  When bedtime came, Alice washed herself in the tiny bathroom and towelled herself dry before jumping into the bed. While in the bathroom, she could hear Dinah and Chastity making the loud noises of lovemaking. Dinah’s probably brought out the sexual accessories, thought Alice, thinking of the cupboard full of dildos and vibrators.

  When Innocence went to bed, though, she went into the bathroom fully clothed and came out after several minutes fresh-smelling and wearing a white cotton nightie down to her ankles. Innocence walked into the bedroom carrying her clothes in her arms and saw Alice lying prone on her back, masturbating at the thought of Dinah and Chastity’s lovemaking which was now loud enough to be heard through the walls. Innocence put the clothes down and stood back watching Alice’s fingers exercise her crotch.